the other day I heard that my boyfriend cheated on me. yeah, that was a load of shit.

it was just this rumor that his stupid little ex made up. ugh. why is it that ex girlfriends can never get along with current girlfriends? and even more shocking, why do they try to worm their way into your new relationship that has nothing to do with them?

sadly, these are not questions i do not have answers to. i've been that girl. well, no. i've felt like doing what that girl did to me, to us. this whole ordeal really made me step back. it's just... so petty. so absolutely immature and i'm really sorry that i've ever had mean thoughts like the ones that were obvisouly going through that girl's head.

anyways, the boy and i are fine. i called him, he said it was bogus, and i believed him.

i wonder if that was a mistake. i mean.. i trust him. and i think that i can believe him when he says something is totally ridiculous. i hope i'm doing the right thing :\

that's all for now. peace and love.